November13~Catching a cold, don't feel so well. I had an awesome sleep, but I still wanna go home for many reasons involving my daughter. Hmmm....makes me wonder about going back, is it gonna be the same. I don't mind it at all, just as long as I get to see my daughter who I love so much. I wish I could give her a hug, tell her that her mama loves her so much. It's been one hard month since she has been gone, not the same without her. Life is different, but I love her and raised since she was a baby with Peter's help. I feel so fucking lonely, haha. I just wish I had family around like my crazy sisters..would be awesome right about now.
November18~I can't wait for this evening, one of my crazy sisters are coming down to keep me company while I try to sell my stuff too. Trying to get rid of my stuff and relocate to my old stomping ground. I need to get out of here, see my daughter so badly and miss her laughter. I bought an new couch set a over 2 months ago, then I am selling it for cheaper prize. I am coming back to Weagamow Lake, see my family. I had enough of Sioux Lookout, since I don't have anything here just me and my kookum but it's still too lonely. I had been given an idea to go relocate somewhere else but I am too kinda scared to go for it!
November19~What a night! Had an unexpected visitor to drink, it went alright. I had a good night rest till this afternoon. Just wishing for boxes, maybe call someone to help me out. I can't wait to see my girl up north, but feel bad about another thing where I am suppose to go but I need to see my girl and family. Just wishing for boxes, so I can pack the remaining of my stuff. I guess I have to wait till my dad gets here. I hope he comes out tomorrow, so I can get my self set to leave this place. Go back to my old stomping ground, see my daughter the light to my life. I am so happy about it, it's been just too lonely and crazy here.
November24~I am so close to my flight this morning, good rid of Sioux Lookout till I need my fix joking. I am just so damn happy to be able to see my daughter Aaliyah. I feel sqeaky happy, gonna give my girl lotsa of hugs. So happy to see my other family members and friends. So Gracey ur gonna be my walking partner nee. lol. Sitting here with my old pops my rescuer to get me out of Sioux Lookout. I just wanna see my daughter, that's it. I feel so jittery with lots of excitement. So that's my own excitement!!! Ya baby...eh.
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